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Aug. 1st, 2006 10:15 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jabber_mooseSometimes i wish i were a religious person.
Yeah, that sounded weird.
But i was thinking about it last night...how sometimes i wish i'd grown up more religiously.
I think some people just need something to believe in...whether its real or not.
Like...maybe i wouldn't lie in bed, scared shitless about something thats gonna happen like...80 years from now. that i will die and reunite with loved ones, as opposed to being plunked 6 feet under.
Mortality.
Or i could pray for someone's health and honestly believe it would reach someone's ears, and even if it wasn't granted...just be heard.
I think i'm too much of a realist sometimes. I suppose..perhaps i needed something to believe in.
Yeah, that sounded weird.
But i was thinking about it last night...how sometimes i wish i'd grown up more religiously.
I think some people just need something to believe in...whether its real or not.
Like...maybe i wouldn't lie in bed, scared shitless about something thats gonna happen like...80 years from now. that i will die and reunite with loved ones, as opposed to being plunked 6 feet under.
Mortality.
Or i could pray for someone's health and honestly believe it would reach someone's ears, and even if it wasn't granted...just be heard.
I think i'm too much of a realist sometimes. I suppose..perhaps i needed something to believe in.
